IM SORRY MY KAYLA FOR NOT KEEPING U SAFE, IN MY WOMB WAS MENT TO BE A PEACEFUL PLACE. THIS IS WHAT I REALLY CANT BARE, DISCOMFORT AND DEATH IS WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE. MY DREAMS FOR YOU WERE SHATTERED THAT DAY, THE DAY HE DECIDED TO TAKE YOU AWAY. I REALLY DONT THINK I COULD EVER FORGIVE, "WHY GOD PLEASE EXPLAIN, WAS IT SOMETHING I DID?" IM A GOOD MUM I LIVE FOR MY KIDS, BUT WHY, I ASK I DID NOT DESERVE THIS. KAYLA MY DEAR UR THE ANGEL I MISS, FOR YOU TO BE HOME IS MY ONLY TRUE WISH. U'D BE SO HAPPY HERE WITH MUMMY AND DAD, UR BIG SISTER LIANA WOULD OF BEEN THE BEST THAT U HAD. I'LL NEVER FORGET UR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE FACE, EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT, SO PERFECT IN PLACE. U WERE MY LITTLE GIRL SO PRETTY IN PINK, THE PRETTIEST PRINCESS AROUND I THINK. LIANA ASKS WHERE R U EVERYDAY, "IN HEAVEN FOREVER, AND THATS WERE SHE'LL STAY. "I LOVE HER MUMMY, I LOVE HER SO MUCH", "I WISH I HAD JUST ONE SINGLE TOUCH". I CANT HANDLE THIS THERE IS TOO MUCH PAIN, I'LL COUNT DOWN THE DAYS TILL WERE TOGETHER AGAIN. KEEP SHINING UR STAR THAT WILL SHINE EVERY NIGHT, AND I NO IN TIME I JUST MIGHT BE ALL RIGHT. KAYLA MY ANGEL PLEASE HELP US GET STRONG, UR LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED TO PUSH US ALONG. THE NINE MONTHS WE SHARED WHEN IT WAS JUST U AND ME, I'LL CHERISH FOREVER AND ALL OF ETERNITY. THE DAY WILL COME I PROMISE U THIS, WE'LL SHARE TOGETHER OUR FIRST ANGEL KISS. WE'LL DO MOTHER AND DAUGHTER THINGS ALL DAY LONG, AND BACK WITH UR MUMMY IS WERE U BELONG. I LOVE U MY KAYLA DONT EVER FORGET, REST IN PEACE MY BABY, MY LITTLE PRINCESS.
Written by Jeda Symonds-Poynton- Kaylas mummy on 11/1/07
In loving memory of Javon born sleeping on 22nd August 2006 / Sharon Nelder (nanny)
What do you say to your daughter when she has just given birth to a stillborn baby. I knew I had to be strong and symphathetic at the same time. He was so beautiful and I almost expected him to cry so I could pick him up and cuddle him. Why us! why my daughter! was all I could think of. You never think it can happen to someone you know but it did. When we came home from the hospital the hardest thing to deal with was the neighbours asking "where's the baby?" I found this website when I was searching for answers, how did it happen, what if we had gone to the hospital sooner. I felt like that at first but now I know there was nothing anyone could have done. Javon was too beautiful for this earth and someone else needed him, so off he went to heaven with all the other angels. I guess there has to be a mixture of all different aged angels up there. So now I have learned that it wasen't Javon's time here on earth and whan you hear about the terrible things what are happening to people at least he will never have to suffer. If any other nanny's read this message, feel free to email me, because nanny's have to have strong hearts and we have feelings too. "rest in peace Javon, love you forever" "too beautiful, for earth" Nanny Sharon xxx
In memory of / Martine Rossen (Mother)
In loving memory of our little boy Jack Rossen stillborn at 18 wks & 3 days on 30 January 2007. Always in our hearts. Love mummy, daddy and Danielle xxx
A prayer for our angels and their families. / Maria Angel Mum To Amore, Cara, Teressa &. Pieta ZolloSemmler
Blessings, Maria. xxxxxxxx
For all our Angel babies and their families. / Maria Angel Mum To Amore, Cara, Teressa &. Pieta ZolloSemmler
I have a little daughter, who means the world to me She's living with the Angels and is as special as can be And even though she's up there, playing in the clouds She's still my precious daughter and I am so very proud Her picture takes pride of place on my living room wall Ready to be admired by all who come to call I know I can not hold her, or bounce her on my knee But I only have to close my eyes, her little face to see I never will stop missing her and wishing she were here But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that she is very near So play happily my little daughter, you will never be forgot I love you so and always will, though I miss you such a lot .
Thankyou Again -
For Our Twins - There Plaque - 2 Hearts (Mummy & Daddy Are Getting Tattoos for You Both, Like Your Big Sister) / Lyndsey &. Nic Mummy &. Daddy To (^i^ Alice Crowder & Twins ) They say memories are golden, well maybe that is true. I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. A million times I needed you, a million times I cried. If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died. In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still. In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill. If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane, I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same. But as we are called one by one, the chain will link again
Beyond The Gate / Lyndsey Mummy To ^i^ (Alice Crowder & Twins ) Beyond The Gate
On earth we don’t understand Why babies have to die Their little lives are taken And our painful cry is “Why?”
As we endure the pains of life No other pain compares A parent weeping for a child Just briefly it was theirs
For reasons we don’t understand Their little lives are taken And we cry out to God above “Why must I be forsaken?”
The little one did nothing wrong Their lives had yet to begin How could the Lord allow this thing? If he’s the Holy One?
I held my stillborn daughter in my arms Tears running down my face My baby never had a chance Her life was just a trace
I got to hold her briefly And my heart was breaking so This little girl, I held so tight I’d never get to know
As I held my little girl With pain I could not bear I felt a presence in the room I knew someone was there
With earthly eyes, I tried to see Through the pain and bitterness And wanted so to scream at God For cheating me like this
Then I felt a warming glow As it surrounded me And then, I heard an Angel whisper “What must be, will be.”
“God knows your suffering and your pain But, you must understand Everything that God allows Is for his final plan.”
“You only see the earthly things And some will cause you pain.” “But be assured, your daughter is safe, And you’ll see her again.”
“This life is temporary Everybody’s going to die.” “I know that you can’t understand And want to question, why?”
“God has sent his Angels And we came to comfort you.” “We ask you to share this message With other Mothers too.”
“Many Mothers lose their children Before they are born.” “The Angels know their pain and grief And feel it when they mourn.”
“But one thing Angels know That Mothers do not understand One day the Mothers once again Will hold their child's hand.”
“They’ll hold them in their arms And they will say their precious name And on that day they’ll understand Why they went through the pain.”
“There is a plan in Heaven And one day you’ll celebrate Because your little one is waiting Just beyond the gate.”
~ Author Unknown ~
I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful babies / Amie Rossiter I could not say that I understand what you all must be going thru however, my heart aches for each and everyone of you. Your child are now in God's arms. You may not be able to see them but they will always be with you.
God Bless Each and Everyone of You,
Amie K. Rossiter & family
I'm very sorry for your loss... and I feel your pain / Tanikka Babb I must say that I know what your going through. I lost my son Dae'Kari Izaiah Shane on January 4, 2007. And I never knew how many people this has effected having a child born "sleeping". That day was the worst day of my life. All I do is pray and give my everything to the lord. I was so happy about being a mommy, and to have it taken from you just doesn't seem fair. But I've been told that it does get better. Keep the faith, and please keep in touch if you like. It's always good to talk with a person that truly understands what a parent goes through that has suffered a loss. God bless my son Dae'Kari, and all of the other angels in heaven!!! And may God bless the parents who have experienced having a loss of a child.
Our pain / Melissa Eason (Angel Cooper Eason's Mum ) I'm grieving for my son Cooper Joshua Eason who died on August 3rd 2006. I was lucky. I was lucky that I got to spend 22 months with the most beautiful boy. I got to spend 2 Christmas' with him and 1 birthday. I got to see him crawl, walk, talk and develop a gorgeous personality.
No matter how long you got to have a child it still hurts to not have them with you. I know we are ALL grieving for the loss of our children, for the loss of our future with them. Our love for them will never die, they will be in our hearts eternally.
thank you / Rachel Cartwright (mommy) Thank you so much for creating a place for me to go to know that I am not alone in my sorrow and hurt. I lost my Reagan at 37 weeks without warning that anything was wrong. I have felt so isolated. It helps to see a candle burning in his precious memory, for he will never be forgotten by his daddy, brothers, his grandparents or myself. My heart goes out to all of you. I know that our angels are playing together while they watch over us and keep us safe till we can hold them in our arms again and kiss their litle cheeks.
To the Memory-of Community: Thank you for lifting me up in prayer. You are truly earthly angels...with a broken wing. The beauty of imperfection takes my breath away.
My beautiful baby girls / Stephanie Bouvier (mother) Summer Grace born still on August 8, 2005, Meadow June, premature on June 7, 2006, Forever and always in my heart baby girls, thanks to your sister madison and your big brother stan jr, I wouldn't have survived this, and also your daddy, we still mourn and grieve and with each passing day it gets better, my babies I love you and you will always be with us.
Hunter Derek Forbes / Wanda Roberts (Cousin) Hunter Derek Forbes born sleeping on Dec 19, 2006. May this little man rest in peace and for-always know that his family loved him and will forever miss him with every breath they take. May this little angel's halo shine so brightly in the sky for all eternity.
Happy 1st Birthday, Sweet Pea xXx / Mummy &. Daddy (^i^ Alice Crowder + Twins xXx )
Alice Emma Crowder - 8th Janaury 2006 @ 11.45am / Lyndsey, Mummy To (Angel Alice Crowder + Twins xXx ) Alice's plaque
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born, That something stopped my heart,
I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold, It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on,
I know the pain that drowns your soul, What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, Someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be, God doesn’t make mistakes”
But that won’t soften your worst blow Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do, Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you, That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you, When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips and Then you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air, Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”… An Angel Never Dies.
"Blessed are those that mourn for they shall be comforted." Heaven awaits and holds the answers to all our questions. I can envision hearing the laughter...our babies full of life. What a joyous day that will be for all us grieving mothers.