When my sister told me she was pregnant I was so happy!!! I started planning everything with her. I even picked out the car seat that I would keep for her. I would say that this was our baby and when we found out she was a girl she became our princess.
My sister and her boyfriend were in 2 minds about names then was certain on Sky. Our baby Sky. 18th June 2007 was her due date and it was getting more exciting with everyday that came.
On the 1st June 2007 my sister Lucy went for a scan, she couldn't feel Sky move anymore the doctors said she was fine that Sky was getting bigger so she couldn't move as much. During the scan they never heard her heart beat. I was shopping and got the call fom my mum. Our princess is dead. As I drove home I was numb I just wanted to see my sister to comfort her but she was devastated locked herself away, I can't say what she is going though but she is so strong. Our heart feels shattered the pain is like a knife twisting.
I can't even begin to understand what it must be doing to my sister, her partner and all other mothers and fathers who go through this. You are all so strong and brave. 3rd May 2007 Sky came into this world I did not meet her but her picture is so beautiful and perfect. She will be missed forever by all of her family.
I want to say to my sister Lucy that you are great and so strong. Sky will be so proud of you because you are her yummy mummy the one person she had such a tight bond with. Sky will be waiting for you and her daddy. Please please stay strong for your baby she is still with you and will be until you can meet on the otherside. Everyone is here for you both and we all love you very very very much.
Sky you are on my mind everyday. You will always be my special princess and you will be dearly missed. We all love you forever and you will never be forgotten.
Lots and lots of love from your Aunty Becky xxxxxx
for chloe / Ginger Giacomazzo (chloe liedtke's aunt ) I would've fought the largest beast to keep you here with me.I would've climbed a mountain and swam the deepest sea.I would've walked a bed of thorns with a smile on my face. I would've taken anything,never giving up the chase.I would've said I love you a million times and more.But I whisper this to God upstairs for you through His door.All of us have roads in life that we each must take,our road is just a little bend,our road will never break. written for Chloe 8\8\06 by her aunt ginger giacomazzo.
IN GOD'S ARMS THESE PRECIOUS LITTLE BABIES ARE. / Gail Read (Grandma) I am so sorry, I do feel your loss, to know in God's arms all of our precious little angels are is the only joy that remains. My prayer for each of you is that God's comfort will help you to find peace. IN LOVING MEMORY OF ALL YOUR'S AND MY GRANDSON ALEXANDER LEE LEVISON, OUR PRECIOUS LITTLE FALLEN ANGEL ( JULY 2, 2007)
My dear Kamryn: I will never understand why you left us and I will miss you every day of my life. I held you in my arms, spoke to you, cried for you and wanted to take you home to be with the rest of your family. God must have a reason but we don't know why but maybe some day we will find out. Monnie & Pop Pop love you so much and you will always be in our hearts. We will always love you and you will always be a part of our family even though you aren't here in person. You will always be with us spiritually. Love, Monnie & Pop Pop
My Wish / Jennifer Peters (TJ's mommy ) MY WISH - author unknown
If I could have a lifetime wish A dream that would come true. I'd pray to God with all my heart for yesterday and you. A thousand words can't bring you back, I know because I have tried. And neither will a million tears I know because I have cried. You left behind my broken heart and happy memories too. I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
Ted James Dawson Peters www.baby-angel.memory-of.com Due Date: May 31 Angel Date: Jan.14
hugs and kisses
mommy and daddys angel / Kristin Armstrong (mother)
baby "simpson" mommy and daddy want you to know we love you and think of you every second we miss u we pray the lord your soal to keep we wish you were here with us, but you will always be in our hearts forever and always
Today the 28th of May should of been my daughters first birthday it should of been all laughs and joy but today here i am all in tears and so are my kids. Why did they have to take Latisha away from such a loving and caring family she was want her so much sorry its short but ill talk more later when my eyes arent fillimng up with tears and im able to see what im typing love to you all kelly HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART __________________ Kelly-Ann Buick God Decide to take my baby girl to heaven with him on the 28/05/06 taken to soon but will never be forgotten
Still missing you / Martine Rossen (Mum to Jack ) Hi baby,
As the 29th June (your due date) is approaching it seems hard to cope again. All the people I know who announced their pregnancies around the same time that we did when I was pregnant with you are having their babies or are close to having them. I feel pain each time I hear of another beautiful baby coming into this world. But I have come to realise that for each baby that is born another angel baby enters heaven. I dont know if I will ever get over loosing you and I know I will never forget. You will always be my second born and my first boy.
I hope in time loosing you becomes a bit easier to deal with. I am thankful that I have your daddy and big sister to help me. Through this website I know there are many families out there who have been through what I have been through and reading their messages comforts me in some way. I realise now that I am not alone. So to my angel Jack and all the little angels up there - remember that you will be always loved and never forgotten xx
Mother's Day / Kelly-ann Buick (mother) To all the mother's over the world HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY from all our angels up in heaven. There may be some mother's that may never hear those special words from their darling little angels so as a mohter of one (Latisha Grace Buick) i thought i would as i've been very lucky to still hear those words this year as ive still got 5 darling children here with me but even know i have not had Latisha here it has been hard as this is the first one with out her here and then ive got her first birthday caming up in 2 week's (28th of May) still but these are hundles that we will find hard to jump but with our love ones around we will pull through.
Love always Kelly-ann Buick (Latisha Grace Buick's Mum born alseep on the 28th of May 2006)
I wish I could have known you / Cindy Outlaw (Wayne & Buck's Mama ) To my sweet baby boys that I never really got to know... Many tears has your Mama cried over these years for both of you my boys. When I lost you at birth a big part of my heart went with you. I remember how excited your Daddy and I were when we found out we were going to have twins. Just the thought of it was wonderful. We couldn't wait. Wayne, you were the oldest and we were naming you Billy after Daddy's Dad and Wayne after a good friend of ours. Buck you were the little brother (sorry) and you were named Charles after my Dad and Buck after your Daddy's uncle. We were going to call you Wayne & Buck. When I had you too early and we lost you we were so completely broken. We had no one in our life at that time that understood just how much heartache your Daddy and I were suffering. People thought we should just get over it and move on with our lives. We didn't and will never get over it. So many times we have wondered what you both would look like, what your personalities would be like, just everything. I'm sure you would look a lot like B.J. and the girls because all of them favor each other so much. You can for sure tell they are brothers and sisters. On Dec. 1, 2003 you finally got to meet your big brother B.J. He's awesome isn't he? Is he taking good care of you there in Heaven? I know without having to ask that he is because he was so good at taking care of all of us here. Tell him we love him and we miss him too. You boys behave yourself and know that Mama is so looking forward to the day that we all get to be together forever. I love you both so much! Love, Mama
Stillborn babies see you later / Mama~j~benny Sumalinog (mother) God bless us all to all Stillborn mothers, indeed it was a great loss to lost someone especially our beloved,the infants so sweet and innocent,fragile to carry,life will not be the same w/out them,but come to think of it that life is so beautiful, we have to move on for the better to come,we will not forget them because they are part of our lives and we will not say goodbye instead" SEE YOU LATER."In heaven.God Bless us all...mary
A Dad's grief / Martine Rossen (Mum to Jack ) A DAD'S GRIEF
It must be very difficult to be a man in grief since men don't cry and men are strong no tears can bring relief.
It must be very difficult to stand up to the test and take the calls and visitors so she can get some rest
They always ask if she's all right and what she's going through but seldom take his hand and ask "My friend, but how are you?"
He hears her crying in the night and thinks his heart will break he dries her tears and comforts her but stays strong for her sake
It must be very difficult to start each day anew and try to be so very brave He lost his baby too.
My shining star, my babyboy Chino / Cathy Willits (grandmom) I have this feeling there's one more star up in the sky tonight. And even though it's far away, its brightness and warmth still reach us here to make the night less dark.
For my baby boy / Martine Rossen (Mummy to Angel Jack ) I am sorry my baby that you had to go away I wished you could have stayed one more day Your precious life had not even begun I am sorry my baby that day had to come
I knew the whole time that you were a boy You would have brought to our lives so much joy You have a big sister who waited eight years I am sorry she now has to shed all those tears
The doctors they tried everything that they could If they could have stopped it I am sure that they would You wanted to come into this world that night I am sorry my baby the time just was not right
When I close my eyes I see your beautiful face I know that you are with god in his heavenly place With all the other angels flying up above Until we meet again, my precious, my love.
I Am Your Worst Nightmare / Lyndsey Crowder (Mummy To ^i^ Alce Crowder And Twins )
I am your worst nightmare. I strike mostly at night while you're sleeping. Most women I prey on never know I'm coming. And some don't know I've been there until days later. Not that it matters because there's no way to stop me. I rob them of their most prized possession. I steal from all, rich and poor, black and white. I am an "Equal Opportunity" destroyer of dreams. Replace what I have taken from you and I may strike again. Or I may spare you next time. Not even I know for sure. Last year I struck 26,000 women, all fatally. Likely I'll do the same this year, as not much has changed. Just when women least expect it, I will strike out at them. With devastating consequences for them and their families. Most times I get away without as much as leaving a fingerprint. I'm known from my handiwork, though none have seen my "face". Because of that no one's out looking for me, so for now I'm safe. My victims often refuse to discuss me, or tell others what I did to them. Their reluctance to talk about what happened helps me in my work. I like doing my dirty work out of the glare of inquiry. I like the quiet hours, and the anonymity. I am aptly named because of it. I am stillbirth.
By Richard K. Olsen
We Love You / For Our Angels You Are Beautiful!
My heart aches for al of you / Laetitia Osho (None) Dear parents and loved ones. I am among the lucky ones that did not have to go through the pain you are going through. I have my beautiful and healthy two month old twins here with me. They were born by c-section at 38+3 weeks. I so wanted a natural birth, but they weren't ready to come out, and I was really scared that something could go wrong, so we had them taken out. Still, my heart aches even at the thought, and it is breaking to read your sad stories. I never knew how much love a heart can hold until I saw their sweet faces, and I just want to express my condolences to all of you, who are so beave to go through life with so much love in hearts broken in a million pieces. Please know that this mommy will not take this precious gift for granted, and that I am holding you in my thoughts.
My heartfelt condolences / Samantha I will never know the pain of losing a child like this. I know it happens every day. God sends these precious babies, then misses them too much and asks for their return. These precious Angels will all be waiting for the time that their mothers and fathers will be with them. To all the mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, grandparents, anyone who has suffered a loss; please accept my heartfelt condolences. I am so sorry for you all. You and your beautiful babies will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for blessing me with, and allowing me the honour to pray for you and your little ones.
sad loss / Emilie (brother) sad loss
any given day my mom sent me to talk to me and my older brother
and said that estava pregnant and was happy but pregnancy was risky to whether I ilucione not much, but at 3 months pregnant my mom lost my brother thiago :
My cousins angels / JustAStrange (cousin of the mother ) My cousin got together with her boyfriend early last year, a few months after she arrived very happy to my aunt's house with the news that she was pregnant, all my cousins and my sisters got us very happy and my aunt was crying with happiness.
I will never forget that beautiful scene, months after my aunt got a call from my cousin in which she told him she was bleeding and that's not normal for her condition, she lives in a place where an ambulance can not reach, so she had to walk far to get to where the ambulance was waiting when she arrived at the hospital, doctors said there was nothing to be done because the baby did not last long, that was the first angel lost.
Later that same year she became pregnant again, everyone in the family had much hope that this baby was born healthy, he spent the year and in May, five months pregnant, started having contractions and returned to bleed, which did not worry much , was taken to hospital again and interned there for three days not stopped bleeding and the baby came to him when she was taking a bath, the baby did not last and died instantly, this little angel died 5 months.
A month later, in June, was again with the illusion of having a baby again, everything went normal, thanks to God, eight days ago my cousin had a quote of birth control in the hospital, when she arrived and the doctor reviewed realized he had a highly dilated uterus and the baby was coming, she interned in order to do everything for the baby born resist longer and good, but despite all the efforts made medical equipment could not save the small forward who expected to see smiling in a few months, this happened eight or seven days ago, the whole family is devastated by the news, but we can't do nothing.
God knows that takes these beautiful angels, is very hard for us because we have no money and place to bury as it should, so we had to leave the hospital to use their organs to other babies that occupy.
God give you strength to go forward with right now.
God bless you, thank you very much.